A new solo endeavor
An Intolerable Reign by Freddy Ruppert
“what’s your bluest memory?
this is me at 19
searching for a landmark
edging beyond the waves
this is me at 25
sucking down a landmark
mother
mother, lead heavy
i let your deaths define me
the state i’m always in
mother
mother, lead heavy
i’m always running circles
around the things i cast off
what’s your greyest memory?
breaking with one too many
not to bad at tying one on
you can never calm down
this is me at 14
just barely breathing
i look too damn nervous
never ever shining
nothing shuts me up
mother
mother, lead heavy
i let your deaths define me
the state i’m always in
mother
mother, lead heavy
i’m always running circles
around the things i cast off
mother
mother, lead heavy
i’m still always here
the same place i’m always going
mother
mother, lead heavy
i built this entire reign
the state i’m always in.”
